andrew & i fell asleep in geiger's class.. dr. geiger wouldn't have noticed if andrew didn't snore so loudly or drool on me.. yucky.. i pushed him towards lindsay.. haha.. i helped donna study for her o-chem midterm, but ended up bein a distraction instead.. sorry, donna.. yay! i actually started on my powerpoint presentation on cervical cancer.. hey, hey, hey.. the important thing is that i started (doesn't matter if it just has my name on it).. haha
i woke up really early this morning & couldn't go back to sleep.. so i started cleanin my room & readin the photo montage of my debut.. the dedication that kept hauntin me was from my ate lee anne, which states, "michelle, you're in college now. get a boyfriend. hee hee".. then i wondered.. and pondered.. until my head began to spin.. i started askin myself: am i even remotely attractive to the opposite sex? why do i automatically assume the role of a "good friend" or "the joker" whenever i'm with someone i have a crush on? when the possibility of becomin a couple does increase, why do i back down, irritate the other person, or avoid him? am i even capable of keepin a relationship intact? these are a few that came into mind.. in my opinion, i'm one extremely complicated individual who has mood shifts as often as u change ur clothes, but who hides these feelings inside her "shell" (like a crab).. my mom says that it seems as if i need attention.. if that is true, i wish that someday i may change.. not a good quality.. i have friends who crave attention.. when they don't receive it, they become bothered & do things to draw the attention back to them.. not a pretty picture.. oh, and also.. my mind's constantly movin with different thoughts.. i jump from one concept to another & often cofuse people who i am talkin to.. then they conclude that i'm not a good communicator.. communication is really important in relationships..
in conclusion -- i believe i'm meant to be single.. at least for now.. until i grasp a better control on my emotions & actions..
I'm going to stop procrastinating ... once I get around to it.
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andrew & i fell asleep in geiger's class.. dr. geiger wouldn't have noticed if andrew didn't snore so loudly or drool on me.. yucky.. i pushed him towards lindsay.. haha.. i helped donna study for her o-chem midterm, but ended up bein a distraction instead.. sorry, donna.. yay! i actually started on my powerpoint presentation on cervical cancer.. hey, hey, hey.. the important thing is that i started (doesn't matter if it just has my name on it).. haha
i woke up really early this morning & couldn't go back to sleep.. so i started cleanin my room & readin the photo montage of my debut.. the dedication that kept hauntin me was from my ate lee anne, which states, "michelle, you're in college now. get a boyfriend. hee hee".. then i wondered.. and pondered.. until my head began to spin.. i started askin myself: am i even remotely attractive to the opposite sex? why do i automatically assume the role of a "good friend" or "the joker" whenever i'm with someone i have a crush on? when the possibility of becomin a couple does increase, why do i back down, irritate the other person, or avoid him? am i even capable of keepin a relationship intact? these are a few that came into mind.. in my opinion, i'm one extremely complicated individual who has mood shifts as often as u change ur clothes, but who hides these feelings inside her "shell" (like a crab).. my mom says that it seems as if i need attention.. if that is true, i wish that someday i may change.. not a good quality.. i have friends who crave attention.. when they don't receive it, they become bothered & do things to draw the attention back to them.. not a pretty picture.. oh, and also.. my mind's constantly movin with different thoughts.. i jump from one concept to another & often cofuse people who i am talkin to.. then they conclude that i'm not a good communicator.. communication is really important in relationships..
in conclusion -- i believe i'm meant to be single.. at least for now.. until i grasp a better control on my emotions & actions..